"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Saturday, June 30, 2007
20:45
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:45
finally i'm down with NSA, QM, Coaching and Entrep!!
was mentally stressed and tired!
wasn't able to concentrate well for the past week..
and that's bad..
sighs..
should be on track now..
or i would say..
getting back on track le..
good start..
exams coming in like a months time!!
gonna work hard to achieve my targeted GPA!!
together with the workload i have.
i really need to manage my time properly sia..
if not i sure become a goner!
this coming July is a hectic month for me..
gonna complete QM, NSA, Coaching!!
coming up events are like Rolex Challenge, SICC Ladies Open 2007, etc..
the sad thing is.
dear is going HK at month end..
gonna miss her like crazy sia..
even though it's just 4 days..
4 days without her..
diao diao!!
ha..
anyway..
i owe a big thank you to my dear..
without you by my side while i do my entrep,
i think i wouldnt be able to finish the report and ppt on time lo..
thanks for your patience and tolerance..
thanks for accompanying me all night just to wait for me to finish my work.
loving you.Labels: hectic
Will these make me feel better?
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:39
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u
I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,
I love u anyway
Ohhhh no matter whatLabels: that's when i love you (lyrics)
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Monday, June 25, 2007
23:00
Blogged by.. shane @ 23:00
time really flies..
my 2 weeks holidays had just passed like that..
sighs..
having been working my butts off..
little did i know that for the past thursday and friday..
i had work for 30.5 hours..
taking over shifts for 17.5 hours and her world golf challenge for 14 hours..
cool!
but SHAGGED!!
today..BACK TO SCHOOL!
damn..
a bad day..
tomorrow is coaching ICA 1 and i know nothing about coaching..
i know nothing about what is ATP, how APT is formed, what are the 3 engines use for, etc etc..
wanting so bad to give up studying..
said all the negative stuff..
throwing myself at nothing at all!!
the worse thing:
i made you worry..
i know you feel bad for not able to do anything when i feel so down..
the only thing you feel you could do was to sit down and do nothing..
well..
and that enough made your night a nightmare for both of us..
you wish you could do more..
you wish you could carry this burden for me..
you wish you could do something about it..
but..
do you know something?
having you by my side is more than doing anything else..
having you to lend me your ears is more than enough..
having you to keep me company is more than enough..
having you to say ' dear, are you alright?' makes me feel loved..
having you to see me slam my anger on the basketball is more than enough..
don't feel bad anymore alright?
thanks for accompanying me to slam all the balls...
thanks for lending me your ears and shoulder..
thanks for being right beside me..
like you said..
wo men shi qiang de!!
we can go through this together de..
everytime you feel you could do nothing much..
you always wants to be alone for awhile..
and you know..
you made me worry..
well..
like i told you just now..
it's ok..it's alright..
so long as you feel much better after that,
i'm fine too..
cause..
you're part of me..
you feel sad, i feel sad too..
sooo...
if anything is bothering you..
just let me know k?
i will carry your burden for you..
ermmm..
hope you're feeling much better after working out and taken your cool shower..
by the time you see this you should be at work le..
cheer up alright?
everything will be fine de..
loving you..
Labels: i'm sorry
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
13:12
Blogged by.. shane @ 13:12
bad day..
got to know my IPP results few hours ago..
sadded..
has always been expecting a A..
but..
even though a B+ is not bad..
but...
sighs~
maybe is my report that kills me ba..
maybe is my practical not up to expectation ba..
maybe i did not put in all my effort ba..
kinda sad..
what to do..
am i still able to get to the uni?
am i still able to get a GPA of 3.6?
am i still able to go far in life?
what the hell i want now? (study?slack?work?)
who can tell me sia?
2 more months to exams..
and i still know nuts about what the lecturers are talking..
can i make it to the next semester?
year 3 got no more supplementary papers le..
OMG!!
sighs..
holy shit!!
come on..
up wake my ideas ba..
dear dear..
can tell me what to do?
can pull me up from this stupid thing?
can gimme a hand?
how i wish there's someone right beside me now..
ARGH~~
k la..
time for lunch..
someone is hungry hungry le..
oops..
sorry to have you waiting..
missing you..Labels: lousy grade
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
09:16
Blogged by.. shane @ 09:16
well..
just a few days..
things seems to get out of hand for a little while..
wondering what went wrong..
who can tell me what went wrong?
izzit me?
maybe things are moving too fast..
which both of seems not able to cope with..
worried is all i can say..
scare?
yup..
time is what we really need..
am i getting too impatient?
or what?
i don't know..
hoping so bad that we are able to get over this soon..
is everything gonna get back to normal soon?
yup..i believe in you..
let's work hand in hand to solve this alright?
relax..
take your time..
and we should be on track..
jiayou ba!!
misses..
Labels: lost
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
11:32
Blogged by.. shane @ 11:32
yup..
here i am again..
trying to be lame..
*crazy..
well..
after having a long chat with her yesterday..
i realised that things happened to fast for me..
studies, work,relationship,etc..
studies..
what about that?
ermm..
time flies man..
almost all ICAs 1 are done..
wondering if i did well..
though many things happen in the midst of preparing for my NSA n QM ICAs..
nai nai was admitted to the hospital..
due to the unbalance fluid in the ear..
hope she's recovering fast..
soon..
all the ICAs 2 are due..
like shortly after the 2 weeks term break..
hahas..
stress uh..
well..
that's the life of a student man!!
wahahaha..
work..
pretty good..
on track..
STRESSED!!!
ladies open coming up..
alot of crop ups..
thanks to them uh...
trying to get in touch with most of the sponsors..
OMG!!
where the hell are all the sponsors??
also dealing with the junior training programme tee shirts..
some are not here yet..
parents complaining.
i need to face the music..
WHAT THE F***..
what to do..
this is my job..
my rice bowl?
relationship..
barely one week since she broke up with me..
this time in my life..
i am not feeling that much of a pain in my ass..
ha..
maybe my hearts not in it?
maybe our feelings are not as deep as my past relationships?
maybe our heart belongs to someone else?
maybe our heart belongs to somewhere else?
i don't know the real reason for this break up..
don't wanna know either..
life continues..
so why hold back because of this?
i'm learning how to move on..
i'm learning how to love again..
i'm learning how to stand on my feet again..
many walked into my life..
many left without a word said..
many stayed..
my questions are:
so who is the one for me?
am i ready for a serious relationship?
where have my heart gone to? (somewhere out there)
treasure is the word i learnt..
treasuring the time i have with her..
understanding each other better..
caring for all..
etc etc etc..
welll..
enough for the day ba..
tired.stress!
needa break!!
have a break..
have a kit-kat..
haha..
take care friends..
cheers!!Labels: a penny for thought.
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