I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
started off work at YOG already.. have been here for 3 days le.. first day only already went for ground meeting.. well.. good experience for me.. but go TP.. sian lo.. the director of SA office don't know like what.. hahas.. second day went for 2 meetings.. SP and NUS SRC.. both are very interesting.. at least i get to know more about robotics and stuff.. then today.. sian whole day.. did the mins for NUS SRC, then no internet connection in the morning.. then after lunch, tried n tried.. then end up can use lo..
argh!! SIAN!! don't know what to say la.. many thoughts are running behind my mind right now.. right here.. sighs..
another sleepless night. sighs.. another week had past.. and i'm still at home doing nothing.
at times.. i really feel so empty inside. so lost. esp during all the lonely nights.. flashbacks, memories, everything..
though there are still happy, crappy times with my two fishes.. but.. something is just missing.. missing of the dragons.. one long and one xiao long.. ha..
am i getting emo again? i don't know.. well.. it doesn't matter anyway.. time can heal it.. i guess..
now only hope that my knee can recover fast.. there are so many things i wanna do.. i wanna teach someone to cycle i wanna run i wanna go tan i wanna get out of town!!
another boring week.. got another one month MC.. sighs.. which means cant work again. then no $$$.. but there's one good news for me..
YOG emailed me and asked me up for an interview later.. but it's so far from home.. lol gotta travel there alone with the crutch.. sighs.. no one to acc me there.. ha hopefully i can stand out later and get a job there..
anywayssss.. my knee is getting better.. but... sighs..
just came back from physio.. quite siong lo.. lol.. did 6 exercises.. cycling, leg press, heel raise, AB, AD and leg raise.. can die man!! 15 mins for cycling.. then cant bend my knee lah!! expectation so high of me.. 10 mins of leg press.. this one still alright.. 30 times each for heel raise, AB, AD and leg raise.. this one really can die.. can really feel my quads, abds working very hard.. lol the expression on my face = lol.. what the!! hahas..
don't know if later going out.. waiting for xin n beiyi to come over.. so nice of girl.. offered her help acc me for physio.. thanks girl!! =) if got car tonight then that will be great!! hahas.. can go chill..
anyway.. next Tuesday go see doc le. hope can recover fast so that can go back to work and earn some $$$..
another lonely week had past.. resting at home.. everyday don't know what to do.. lol.. moreover weather so bad.. it's so freaking hot.. how i wish i could go out.. actually today can go out with my 2 fishes n dragon de.. but end up he couldnt get a car.. so din go lo..
i guess the things i wanna do after i can really walk will be so many until it's too long to say here.. lol..
time flies.. could still remember 去年的这个月 是多么的美,多么的开心。。 好怀恋哦! 当我回想起时,我的脸上是带着微笑的。
dear... if you need someone to turn to, you can always look for me. i'm just a call away n 24/7 available for you.. i'll be here for you.. cheers!!