"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
18:44
Blogged by.. shane @ 18:44
HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR!!!
hahas.. this years' new year is as usual.. so sian on CNY Day 1.. but hai hao lo.. can collect ang bao.. lol.. i guess this is what we kids look forward to every new year.. hahas.. helped out with some of the stuff.. also helped to sweep the floor wor.. lol.. (hardworking even on CNY right?) muhahahas..
yesterday helped gu gu with some stuff lo.. from 0500- 1800.. tired.. but still hao hai lo.. hahas.. guess had enough sleep ba.. woke up early to acc nai nai to visiting lo.. find the place like crazy lo.. cause nai nai act smart.. thought she can remember the place.. haha.. but she's already old.. but refused to admit that.. so had to go floor by floor to find the correct unit lo..
went to causeway to walk walk lo.. supposed to go deposit money.. but long queue.. so waited awhile then go back to deposit again.. had buffet sushi again.. lol.. kinda worth it lo..
ohh ya.. finally bought my skinny.. though didn't really mentioned that i wanted one.. but since we were near OG, i just went in to take a look and found one! if i had bought 2, it would have been cheaper.. but thanks to my dad.. he don't wanna buy.. haha.. aiya.. don't care him la.. i bought mine can le.. muhahahaha..
tml back to work le.. short week.. cant wait for majiong this weekend.. haha.. first time in CNY that I'm gonna play.. lol..
k la.. time to go check my email for any updates for a upcoming event next weekend.. shall update soon again! ;)
Will these make me feel better?
Thursday, January 22, 2009
15:48
Blogged by.. shane @ 15:48
there's some spare time for you today.. so I'm here to pen down some thoughts.. today is sort of a busy day lo.. trying to rush for things and there are meetings from 1630 onwards.. sian lo.. cause it's a long long meeting.. ha.. AAR - After Action Review.. well.. it's good to have such a thing.. but 2 in a day i think can kill lo.. ha..
just finished a 2-day course at RP on facilitation.. kinda alright lo.. though it wasn't in-depth, but at least i learn something out of it.. yup.. like what tools to use for what kind of discussion or meeting and so on..
was glad that i met up with my dear beiyi yesterday evening for dinner.. it had been quite some time since i last saw her.. so went for buffet sushi lo.. haha.. was surprised that we didn't ate much.. maybe because long wasn't there ba.. haha.. long.. you're our big eater!! haha
back to work today.. cleared some stuff only.. there are still many that are still hanging in mid-air.. haha.. but i guess i really need to take time to clear all of them lo.. before i have really nothing to do.. haha..
CNY is like 3 days away? time flies.. hope people don't fall sick during the festive seasons by eating too much JUNK food!! muhahahahahs.. hopefully I'm not one of them.. ha..
here to wish all my friends and loved ones a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! MOOooooo!!!!! ;)
Will these make me feel better?
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
10:47
Blogged by.. shane @ 10:47
finally got time to blog again.. had been busy with the CAN! - Create Action Now.. many things happened.. there was the happy and unhappy things and of course.. the UNFAIR!! what to do.. this is the working world.. just got to adapt to it and live with it lo.. right?
i dont know if my attitude that caused people to look down on me or my character or personality or the ability to complete a task given.. WHO CAN TELL ME?!
i know i do not have a degree.. and this is my first job.. what i could give, i already give my very best and do what i can to help.. but apparently, it seems like my effort was not recognised.. i know there was some problem just hours before the event.. but i did admitted my mistakes.. but somehow or rather, there are people who only wants to get credit and pushes the blame to others..
many would love to have nothing to do at work.. but i dont like it!! cause it seems to me that if i have nothing to do, it's either i'm useless or incapable for completing the job given.. i would love to help and learn as much as i could this 2 years.. but.. WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE ME THAT CHANCE TO MAKE MISTAKES AND LEARN? who?
am i in the right job? am i in the right division? sighs..
really is sad until don't know what to do or say.. i don't wanna be a 'YES MAN!'.. i wanna get my hands dirty and learn.. it doesn't matter if i do not get the credit.. at least i learn about it.. get me?!
just hope that there will be someone.. just someone who sees my effort and understand the situation I'm in and how tough it is for me to work my way out..
k la.. need to go do my things.. if not cant take my half day le.. needa to rest.. tired of everything.. seriously need a break..
Will these make me feel better?
Monday, January 05, 2009
12:02
Blogged by.. shane @ 12:02
This post goes out to those who have mouth to eat, suck, drink, lick and no mouth to ASK!!!!
if you really so free to be in town during the weekend and you saw something which caught your attention, you should be glad.. this would mean that that group of people have achieved their objectives.. and if you are unclear of what is going on, you can ALWAYS OPEN YOUR GOLDEN MOUTH AND ASK!!!!! get it!!!
no point posting rubbish just because you get some credit out of it.. you are just a selfish fellow who only think about oneself.. if you call yourself a good citizen, you should support what is going on.. yes! many feels it's stupid to do so.. but at least these people enjoys it and managed to achieve their objectives. but how about you? talk talk talk!! RUBBISH!!!
the shirts clearly stated the purpose of it and there are so many of them out there for you ask to satisfied your doubts!! right?! so before posting such STUPID and DUMB thingy to attract attention, think about it.. what are they doing it for? they are doing it for the passion of the FIRST YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES that will be hosted in SG!!!!!!
for friends who wants to know what I'm talking about, just drop me a call ba.. haha.. i think i shan't waste my time blogging about STUPID PEOPLE DOING STUPID THING!! also, this is just my thoughts..
Will these make me feel better?
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