"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Saturday, May 26, 2007
21:04
Blogged by.. shane @ 21:04
sighs..
DAMN!!!
why not my fault but i kana?
i'm just a part-timer!!
i just doing my part..
sighs..
why am i always the one?
fated?
my life?
kana sabotage?
SADDED!!
though i enjoyed myself in SICC..
but the stress is something which i need to get used to and learn to handle it..
but..
sometimes i wonder..
why izzit that people just cant put in wholeheartedly to do their job?
izzit because they are sick and tired of the job they do?
or the job they do is adding more stressed and burden to them?
talking about job..
i am starting to worry about my future..
time really flies..
sighs..
shoould i sign on for 5 years?
should i go to an events management company?
should i stay in SICC?
should i further my studies?
ARGH~
i really don't know..
who can show me the way?
worried.confused.stressed!!
ICAs are all coming..
scared!!
especially QM, WHP, NSA, Coaching..
this are all theory papers..
reali need to manage my time properly le..
if not i wun be able to get good grades and show it to him!
sighs..
Lord, help me.. you are the way, the truth and the light.. i wanna live by faith and not by sight.. give me strength, teach me to be more patient.. grant me the knowledge for my studies.. talk to me..tell me what i am suppose to do or choose..as i commit the rest of the time to you, continue to be with me and bless me and people around me..Amen!!Labels: DAmn..
Will these make me feel better?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
22:00
Blogged by.. shane @ 22:00
school started like 3 weeks ago?
well..
year 3 le..
so many projects at once lo..
really wonder at times:
'how am i gonna cope with it?'
'am i gonna make it throught?'
just hope i can just do my best and get it done once and for all lo..
hope my group can give me a helping hand lo..
STRESSED!!
it's like there's no stress during IPP..
i mean..
except for the May Day Charity lo..
other than that..
I'M ENJOYINH MYSELF!!
hahas..
decided to stay in SICC as a part-timer..
decided to forgo winegarage..
it's actually a good place to work at..
just that i need a new environment..
cant stay in F&B for life ma..
rite?
i have NEVER thought that i would do admin stuff..
but..
i ended up in SICC during operations and admin stuff..
hahas..
someone who is so rough is doing admin!!
OMG..
cant believe it sia..
hahas..
(trying to be lame)
i'm TIRED of working..
i need a break..
i need a break from everything..
at times i just don't know what i really want..
what i am looking forward to in life everyday..
i just feel so lost..
i don't know where to go after i graduate?
i don't know if i should further my studies?
i don't know if i should go into K-9 unit with my this fitness level?
i don't know if i should in SICC?
i don't know where to go!!
i don't know what's my future like now!
felt a sudden lost in my direction in life..
but thank god..
HE pull be back to his heart of worship where i really can relax..
but come to think about it..
HE can only help me this much..
the rest is still up to me..
it all depends on me..
whether i wanna find the right path to go to..
i have so many choices in front of me right now..
left?right?centre?front?back?
ARGH~~
guess gotta leave it to him to decide for me ba..
still waiting for a voice to tell me if i should go to east timor..
NEED PEACE AND QUIET TIME!!
upcomings....
- ICAs to be done
- projects due
- presentations to be made
- ladies open to work on
- relationship to handle and work on
- kinship to work on
BUSY FELLOW..
lousy planner
lousy time mamagement..
lousy fellow la!!
argh~
LORD, i'm really depending on you.. please show me the light, show me the way to go.. give me strength to complete my studies and to mend all the broken relationships and kinship..let me not to worry for tomorrow, for tomorrow has its own worries.. teach me how to let go.. give me the determination, the willingness, the strength.. as i commit the rest of the time to you.. continue to guide me through this difficult times..(i know YOU are carrying me through these!!) Amen..Labels: STRESSED
Will these make me feel better?
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