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"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Friday, August 31, 2007
12:50
Blogged by.. shane @ 12:50
sighs..
left OGL for good..
almost lost my job at SICC..
sadded..
what's wrong with me?
siighs..
thank god!!
i still managed to keep my job at SICC..
taking a few days break before going back to work..
but..
these few days haven been easy for me..
keep thinking of alot of things..
wondering what's wrong with my life and stuff..
i've got alot to say and question..
but i just don't know where to start..
sighs..
starting to feel lost again!!!
out of the blue..
i feel that the road in front of me is so blur..
should i go straight?
should i turn left or right?
or..
should i make a u-turn?
i really don't know..
argh!!!
maybe is i don't know how to handle things that's been happening around me ba..
maybe i'm not fast in reacting to the situation ba..
maybe..
so many maybe..
hen fan!!
xiang le alot..
feel like breaking down..
it seems like everything is not going my way now..
what should i do?
feel like approaching you dear..
but...
i just don't wanna bother you..
guess you must be busy with your school work..
that's why we are like so...
well..
can understand..
sighs..
loving you..Labels: lost again
Will these make me feel better?
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
15:56
Blogged by.. shane @ 15:56
sighs..
working life isn't that easy!!
that's where the saying goes:
'money is not easily earned'
stayed @ OGL for two days le..
heard alot of politics..
sadded!!
i mean..
there will bound to be politics..
but this is too much lo..
intern climbing over the boss head..
sadded!!
then the boss don't know how to counter this problem..
sadded!!
should i stay or leave?
advantages of staying:
- able to learn more things
- able to get my hands dirty
- able to gain experience from events
disadvantages of staying:
- i need to favor the boss
- i need to stay back late
- i need to learn all by myself
really needed someone to talk to...
wanting so bad to tell you how i feel..
stuck in the middle..
but..
sighs..
i wanna learn!!
but NO ONE WANTS TO TEACH!!
autopilot?
sighs..
i wanna depend on my abilities and capabilities..
i don't want to suck up to him..
sighs..
to think back..
days at SICC was much more better..
stay back still pay me $8/hr..
stay back here.. NO OT PAY!!!
SICC flexible..happy happy go at 0900..happy happy go at 1100..
lol..
here..
must report at 0900..
CANNOT GO BACK AT 1800..
do i really need to go through the hard way of life?
why izzit that i'm always the one leh?
GOD has plans for me..
i know..
but..
why is most of them having a goood life now?
me?
working..
i'm alright with working long hours..
but you just need to give me some staff benefits lo..
why got people ask you work OT but not paying you OT?
isn't this a little too much?
well..
not for me to say anything now..
now..
all i need to do is to DECIDE!!
to stay or leave..
sighs..
as for me and you..
i just feel so wrong for the past few days since saturday..
sighs..
am i tooo stressed out?
am i thinking too much?
i know i'm too dependent on you le..
ooppss..
hopefully my job and your studies will not go between us..
please don't get angry or pissed when you see this..
this is how i feel..
besides growing in our ways and stuff..
i also hope our relationship can grow too!!
wo men shi qiang de..
yi qi jiayou ba..
hao ma?
time to go look for some stuff to do le..
if not later kana shoot/screw for nothing sia..
loving you..Labels: at a lost..
Will these make me feel better?
Sunday, August 26, 2007
13:13
Blogged by.. shane @ 13:13
yesterday wasn't my day..
made you angry le..
really very sorry about it..
went for the course at airport conducted by CAAS..
damn boring at the start la..
talking about facts and figures..
however
after lunch was better..
got to know about 13 CISCO guys..
youngest was 20..
oldest i think 50plus..
fun bunch people..
'RUBBISH'
was what they say..
and many more..
lol..
but i was a long long day wor..
from 0830 to 1700..
shagged!!
today went for service..
almost fainted..
don't know what's wrong..
maybe not enough oxygen or i weak lo..
then many will say i weak lo..
sighs..
tml start work le..
hope everything is alright.
scare.worry.stress!!
to my dearest:
don't over stress about your studies..
if don't know how to do..
no stress..
ask jess or ask tutor during your tutorial lo.
JIAYOU k?
give you moral support..
loving you..Labels: sighs
Will these make me feel better?
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
19:42
Blogged by.. shane @ 19:42
COOL!!!!!!!!!!
tml is the last paper le..
so HAPPY!!
kinda glad that i can managed my NSA today..
happy.cheerful..
you surprised me again!
came all the way down to school wor..
so sweet of you..
you really put in the effort..
can sleep more de wor..
silly you..
friday start work le wor..
stressed sia..
not very sure what anan is gonna give me..
hopefully can do a good job lo.
cannot let aunty M down wor.
she introduced me this job de wor..
yeah!!
tml is chiong-ing day..
lol..
go k with suan and dolly..
THREESOM!!!!
our best singing kaki..
lol..
sadded la..
baby cant join..
after that will be my er ren shi jie..
gonna give you a surprise.
this time will not tell you what is it all about le..
hee..
den going for dinner!!
so happy.
but still have to study for WHP wor..
JIAYOU!!!
loving you..
Will these make me feel better?
Thursday, August 16, 2007
15:35
Blogged by.. shane @ 15:35
ours..
第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求请
你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
can you be my lover don"t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他
tml is exams le.
and you have started school..
you know...
lol..
let's JIAYOU together ba..
guys..
our last lap to go..
get it done once and for all..
after that can play all we want le..
jiayou!!
loving you..Labels: exam......
Will these make me feel better?
Friday, August 10, 2007
20:50
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:50
wOOh....
a day to remember..
went to school for last min consultation for entrep..
den you went to look for me in school..
cause need to get your bidding done.
i'm sorry..
almost had a quarrel with you.
cause i think i spoke too fast off my mind..
sorry dear..
anyway..
after that.
went you your place..
wanted to eat mac..
but you said go home n cook instant noodle..
den ok lo..
went back..
you locked me outside the kitchen!!!
WEI!!!!
lol..
shortly..
i had my mushroom potato soup in front of mii!!!!
then..
i had my mushroom, luncheon meat fried rice!!!!!!!
IT'S SO NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first time in my life that someone actually cooked the whole full meal for me!!
it's so sweet of you dear...
谢谢你。。
我好感动哦！！！
我能感觉到你的心 爱 和用心
谢谢你 宝贝..
will always remember this!!
*smiles
loving you..Labels: a day to remember..
Will these make me feel better?
Thursday, August 09, 2007
23:26
Blogged by.. shane @ 23:26
today is supposed to be a happy day..
everything went well after the fireworks..
what the..
i did not expect this to happen..
but..
it's my luck i guess..
sighs..
got a message from JL..
saying that i forget to attach the ppt to the email..
fine!
my mistake..
shortly after that
HW called..
guess what?!
she said JL is not presenting on ED Day!!!!
she say he don't wanna to present..
he said he wanna relax..
...
lost of words..
before i had my dinner at people's park area..
i got a message again from JL..
he said for ED Day, only 2-3 presenter..
soo..
now what right?
nothing big what..
2-3 jiu 2-3 lo..
no big deal!!
COO shi wo..
CFO ye shi wo..
ok lo..
do lo..
but come to think about it..
is this fair to me?
i can understand..
HW n JH know nuts about figs..
only JL n mi..
now?
JL did his part..
everyone have done their part.
but..
what about me?
one person doing how many people's job?
who can tell me??
those who work close with me will know..
i don't wanna mention too much here..
no point..
what's done is done..
there's nothing i can do right now..
ED Day is like the day after tomorrow le.
do it lo..
hopefully everything turns out well then..
hope i don't pull the whole team de marks down lo..
even if i did..
i can only say my apologises..
我的错！！！
sighs..
just do!!!
STOP COMPLAINING SHANE!!
WAKE UP!!!
PEOPLE DON'T WANNA DO IT..
YOU DO!!!
GET IT?!!!
argh..
how i wish you're right here beside me now..
on the verge of breaking down le..
Lord,help me!!
i need you father!!
don't leave me in vain..
help me and my team to pass with good grades for entrep..
lord..i don't wanna think about it.
can i leave it to you lord?
lord..as i commit the rest of the time and this matter to you..
lord..guide me through..
carry me through..
Amen..
dear..
thanks for bringing me to Fish n Co.
love it!!
loving you..Labels: why me
Will these make me feel better?
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
11:08
Blogged by.. shane @ 11:08
today don't know what's wrong with me..
woke up early to do some work out.
lol..
did abds,obliques,biceps n triceps.
realized that i need to do more abds exercise lo..
if not really very fat le..
later someone keep complaining that zhu is getting fatter lo..
=(
hahas..
anyway..
exams are coming..
it's like next week la..
and yet..
i've not started on anything..
OMG!!
holy shit..
not much time left..
but..
enjoy this long holiday first..
lol..
so fast..
tml 080807..
nice number ya..
hope have chance to go out with ya on this special day..
gonna prepare for school le..
today go school wasting time only.
lecture 1300 - 1400
den break till 1600
lesson 1600 - 1800
wasting time lo..
at times..
how i wish we could combine class.
but come to think about it..
mayb not combining will be better..
if not SB throw face sia..
SA so powerful.
sighs..
anyway.
not my problem..
also not time to think about these stupid stuff..
TIME TO CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES..
and time for you..
k la..
go pompom le..
hope you're enjoying yourself with SE at chinatown..
oso hope to see you tonite..
loving you..Labels: EXamS
Will these make me feel better?
Sunday, August 05, 2007
20:39
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:39
sighs..
finally finished all the projects and reports..
now only left with entrep..
this can kill man!!
killing me slowly at no mercy..
OMG!!!
have mercy on me pleasssseeeee...............
still doing on the financial status..
why cant i balance leh?
what's wrong..
who can tell me where the problem lies?
sighs..
saturday is ED Day..
the date to die!!
first group somemore wor.
at 0925..
then need to be there half an hour early..
scared.worried.stressed...
sighs..
and exams are like in 10days time?!
hope i can cope with all these rubbish man!!
why must study?
people study..i oso study..
people no stress..but why we so stressed?
sighs.
sadded~
hopfully can pass with good grades to push my GPA up lo..
just do my best ba..
you're starting school tml le..
hope you can adapt the environment there lo..
hope you can get the modules you want after bidding tml lo..
how i wish i could send you to school tml.
but its ok..
let you have your say and your freedom..
so scare that i may get over-protected at times..
which i think i have lo..
got time to spend with you i really very happy le.
thanks dear..
time flies..
3more days to go..
fast ya..
thanks for the time and chance..
greatly appreciated..
anyway..
enough of words..
now time for figures..
lol..
loving you..Labels: sighs..
Will these make me feel better?
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