"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
21:40
Blogged by.. shane @ 21:40
wooh!!!
another 2 more weeks before 4 ICAs are due..
now only 1 is done..
sadded lo..
cracking my head for CRM now..
cant find theories to backed my reasoning up..
argh!!
hopefully can complete CRM by sat lo..
so that next week can finish both IB and human behaviour..
but come to think about it..
prema haven give us the guildelines for human behaviour wor..
DIE.DIE.DIE!!
am i giving myself too much stress?
or am i worrying about junior?
or am i worrying about whether i can get into uni?
sighs..
can feel that the stress i am giving myself is piling up slowly..
1 month to finish 4 ICAs..
but to be exact..
only 3 weeks to finish everything lo..
2 weeks break, helena will be away in the States..
then have to try to do my best to help her n myself lo..
but thankfully,
i have great teams..
though things hasn't been great for me in class with some of them..
but things can't be changed le lo..
last sem last year le..
what to do..
like what helena said- don't care! they don't need us in the future and we don't need them..so why bother?
aiya..
just study hard for myself lo..
btw..
i've got 2 jobs offer..
1.SICC - golfing admin officer
2.FHI - event's exec
well..
???? for all these right now..
wanna complete all my ICAs first..
dear..
you're in your midst of exams le.
must jiayou for the rest of the 3 papers ya..
after that can enjoy yourself with your mdm n mag they all le lo..
now study hard, later play harder!!
loving you..
Labels: stress
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
22:31
Blogged by.. shane @ 22:31
彩虹 lyrics
哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有雲都跑到我這裡
有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走
你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白
有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走
你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白
看不見你的笑
要我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白Labels: 彩虹
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
20:57
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:57
I'M SO SIANZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas..
getting into the second week of school le..
guess tutorials are gonna pile up..
hopefully can cope..
this is my last sem to score le..
first week i'm on the ball..
but don't know if i can maintain throughout the whole sem..
lol..
anyway..
your exams are like just one more week to go le..
must jiayou alright?
i know i always nagged at you to study..
hee..
well..
this is me lo..
hopefully this week i can be helpful to you lo..
if you need me to pei you study, i will..
i'm just a call away only..
i'm more than glad to pei you lo..
then at the same time i can also do my tut..
hahas..
JIAYOU!!!
dear..
ni shi qiang de..
loving you..Labels: study
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
22:54
Blogged by.. shane @ 22:54
sighs..
don't know why i suddenly get up and decided to do some blogging..
i was already on the bed..
however,
i cant get down to sleep..
time flies man!!!
it's now 8 nov 07 le..
today is a public holiday..
oso our 5th month together..
well..
this is what i wanna say:
i can´t sleep, i just can´t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don´t wanna be, a fool in your eyes ´
cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you...
what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that i´ll
always believe
you and i, can make it through
and i still know, i can´t get over you
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you, i miss you
i do...
guess cant sleep also must go sleep le..
tml still need to go back school to get my notes..
loving you..always..Labels: miss you
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
23:26
Blogged by.. shane @ 23:26
so glad to have meet up today..
don't wanna did i made you laugh or pissed?
lol...
enjoyed myself though..
first time played so long on the psp..
lol..
went to the place where i first hugged you..
walked the same route from costa sand to fisherman village..
however,
fishman village closed down le..
=(
sorry to have made you walked up n down wor..
then went for dinner @ HKcafe..
love the place!!
went up to the durain too!!
lol..
memories flashed back..
was sweet and loving..
hee..
but..
on the way back,
you seemed tired and lost..
is there anything bothering you?
studies again?
well..
i really cant help much wor..
only can give you moral support..
JIAYOU!!!!
getting late le.
came online to check mail n decided to blog this down..
hahas..
loving you..Labels: memories
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Friday, November 02, 2007
16:39
Blogged by.. shane @ 16:39
finally sit down to look through what the next semester is about..
though is still the same old 6 modules that all SW students undergo..
but..
it just seems so different for me now..
half on business, the other on sports..
school have not even started, and i'm looking through my ICA 1 for HRM le.
scared le!!!
must really prepare myself sia..
this is my last chance to pull up my GPA in order for me to get into U..
hard right?
this is what many had told me..
but i don't know why..
i die die wanna try my luck..
(i don't usually believe in luck)
or rather..
i should let GOD decide for me ba?!
even before lesson starts,
i'm looking through in knowing how to get my half done resume going..
in fact..
i'm lost in the direction i'm going..
so scare that i cant get a job out there if i cant get into the U..
sighs..
shan't talk about that yet..
take a step at a time..
well...
for the past weeks..
it's like taking a roller coaster..
you know..
feelings going up and down, left and right..
but after the ride,
it gets better..
however, there are still uncertainty in life..
like my studies; job, etc..
and..
like is so unpredictable..
you just don't know what will happen next..
after going round and round on certain things,
you eventually go back to sqaure one!
so?
when there is some things that one is unsure of,
be calm to think of solutions and not vent your anger and turn irrational..
that is usually the case of people who failed in life.
(after watching Revolving Doors of Vengeance)
i realised that at work, i tend to be irrational and get my personal feelings into it..
though i don't like the way some people work..
but i just gotta learn to be fair and not to find faults of others..
after so long, then i learnt this..
actaully many have seen it, but maybe don't know how to tell me ba?
well..
doesn't matter..
learn from mistake lo..
better get going to see how to write a resume that will help me score ba..
lol..
loving you..Labels: ...
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