I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
so sian today.. very quiet..unlike other days at bukit.. anyway.. today is a super long long day.. then no GA to stay til 2000.. die le lo.. muhahahaha.. but it's okay la..
got CC to acc me..lol his name is chong chuan.. and we call him CC (sissy).. please dun kill me when you see this, CC.. lol..jk...
dear dear having stats test today wor.. hope she can do well..
tml will be a long day too.. tml morning fully booked wor.. then no off this week..
but its okay.. can earn more money.. muahhahahaahaahahaaha...
k la.. better find things to do.. if not ltr GE and SGA come back see this then i will have a hard time le.. hahahah..
just a quick one.. still at club..WORKING!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway.. results out sucks big time.. but it's over!! so... doesnt really matter that much.. cause if can go uni means can go de.. lol..
damned pissed just now.. all thanks to 'mother' again!! lol.. she ah.. forever de.. you know what i meant.. muhahahahahahaha.... but it's okay la.. help her on what we can lo.. actually can go off at 2 plus de.. soooo...her call made me stayed until now lo.. sighs.. tired..
tml still have to work full shift wor.. k la.. needa go le.. if not cant catch the 1715 bus le..
disappointed with singnet again.. time and time again.. don't know what's wrong with my connection again?! DAMN!! sighs~
anyway.. yesterday at work was quite alright.. managed to learn the online bookings with the help of the 2 girls and my junior.. was funny when there were only the 4 of us left at the bukit golfing counter after calvin went back.. he too..had a bad day.. managed to do the registration alone while suzie was busy with reciprocal arrangements.
monday 2 TP interns coming le. don't know if the 2 girls and me will lose our jobs?! lol.. guess shall just do what i can at the moment and don't get too affected by what is happening lo.. maybe dear dear is right.. i'm one who just cant seems to let things go.. a learning point for me.. MUST LEARN, SHANE!!! muhahahahha...
if really by then got no more job, then got to keep a look out for one before the uni results are out lo.. hopefully can get into NTU.. also hope that the YOG can contact me soon, so that i can really decide to further my studies or to work for them.. pondering between the two now.. who can advice me on what to do leh?
anyway.. nai nai is coming back loh.. so happy.. another 4 more days to go!!! but to think about it.. being alone also not that bad.. at least i get to learn to be more independent - wash my clothes, do the house chores, take care of myself and not to let the worry.. gu gu said to me that this would be a test for me to see if i really have grown up.. lol.. but i guess i did it.. muhahahahahhahahahah....
weather is pretty good today.. hope it can last longer.. =)
meeting dear in awhile's time...i guess.. dear is now jiayou-ing for her report.. hahas.. pig is here to give you moral support ya... hee..
was back from Genting ytd night.. was great!! played like crazy in theme park.. but sad to say.. din managed to get to play the big roller coaster.. we played viking, small roller coaster and superman!! muhahahaha... went to snoworld too!! bought many stuff.. lol.. for my dearest and myself..
tml start working le. sianz half.. hopefully tml rain.. then no need to work so late.. hahas.. then can come back and slack.. muhahahaa..
like finally my connection is better.. but now..seems like going back to square one.. lol..
so sianz.. exams are over!! no one's at home.. home alone!!!! muhahahaha anyway..going to genting on monday le.. so not that bad after all.. but no one to acc me wor.. xixi not around, cause gu gu bring her away..:(