ADIDAS

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"The words that left unspoken"

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!

Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

My Story

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
18:08

Blogged by.. shane @ 18:08

finally get my interview done up with SICC..
if not i think our group will die sia..
lol..
thanks for the help of ade..
hee

super stressed up now..
it's like ONE MORE MONTH TO EXAMS!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6 projects due in the coming 2 weeks..
wah..don't know if i can finish all in time without burning midnight oil..
hate to burn midnight oil on projects..
argh..
just gotta do it!!

anyway..
i'm down with 1 1/2..
4 1/2 to go..
hahas..

dear is going to school!!
yeah..
so happy for her..
at least she can keep up with her school work..
jiayou bao bei.. dear giving you all the moral support you need..

loving you..

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
17:46

Blogged by.. shane @ 17:46

sighs..
the weekend wasnt a good one..
quarrelled with him..

i simply don't understand why this would happened to me..
have i done anything wrong to deserve all these?
i'm just a kid..
i know that's the nature of a man!!
but..
i'm his daughter!!
why cant he spare a thought for me?
and why should i spare a thought for him?
is it being fair to me?

yes, i admit that i am jealous..
who the hell in the world will not be jealous when your father love others more than you?
moreover, they are not related at all!!!!!!!
sighs..
there's nothing i can do..
i wanna leave this place for good..
but can i?

today i stayed home..
cause wasnt feeling very well..
whole body is aching like mad..
thought i could have a good rest..
but ended up kana nagged again..
got scolded of course..
everyone seems to see that the whole disput is caused by me..
everyone in the house said that it was me who is not understanding enough..
why should i teach him something that i myself don't even really know..
i'm not a teacher..
how can i teach him the proper way of doing certain things?
why cant he understand me first?
i thought that is what parents ought to do?!

many will say - this is your life.. live it!!
but..
why me?!
why cant he put himself into my shoe and think for me?
so what if he is my father?
he dont even care!!
keep saying no money!!
of course no money la..
who knows where he throw his money at?
sighs..

i guess i can really forgo going into the uni now even if i stand a chance..
i dont wanna depend on him..
i wanna prove to him that he really SUCK being a parent!!
argh~

drag to stay home now..
dont wanna see his face..
dont wanna talk to him..
dont even wanna sit together to have dinner!!

i really dont know why is he treating me this way..
i really dont know why!!!!!!!!!!!

dear..
.......

loving you..

Labels: why me?

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Friday, January 18, 2008
23:18

Blogged by.. shane @ 23:18

sighs..
why things aint going my way AGAIN?!
i'm just not pissed..
rather..
i'm sad..

i'm not asking so much of them..
why am i so D.U.M.B to listen to what they have suggested?
i should have stick to my own stand..
after planning so much and doing all the preparation work..
i really feel like giving up!!
many will know that i seldom will feel this way unless things really aint good for me..

早知道听就好
就不会搞到现在这么不高兴了
如果前几天不这么冲动的话，
现在就不用伤脑筋了。。。

argh!!
really don't know what to do, don't know what to say..

dear..
i really feel bad about it..
keep bothering you, complaining to you..
i really din mean it de.
i'm sorry..
i feel really bad..
hope you understand..

argh~
*sobsob

loving you..

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
12:53

Blogged by.. shane @ 12:53

sighs..
today damn sadded!!
sighs..

though it's some stupid small little things that usually happened in class..
but why must in happened in the last year, last sem?
don't know if i did step unto your tail..
i really wanna take this needle off my heart.
but i cant..
cause i don't know the reasons..
that's y i feel so xin ku and sad about it..
frens for 3 years le..
i really find it so so so stupid lo..

but come to think about it..
do i have a serious attitude problem?
why do i have to faced all these?
sighs..
got so much to say..
but don't know where to start..
need a break man!!
(CANT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE!!!)
don't step on my tail le!!!!

ARGH~

another sad thing is : exams during my birthday.
so sad!!
but it's okay la..
birthday only ma..
don't even intend to celebrate lo.
stay home and study..
lol..

dear..
how i wish you're by my side now..
need to relax..

loving you..

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Saturday, January 05, 2008
20:55

Blogged by.. shane @ 20:55

first week of school had past..
done with two ICAs - pt and cc..
don't know if i could pass man!!
but what i can say is i have done my best le..
lol..

went to play pool together..
i really SUCK at it sia..
lol..
my dear can play better then me lo..
hahas..

tml going service..
sighs..
sian..
don't wanna stay home..
wanna go out walk walk..
muhahaha..

wondering what my dear is doing now?
slepping?eating?online shopping?watching tv?
muhahahahahahaha..
i very bored at home now..

loving you..

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
19:35

Blogged by.. shane @ 19:35

finally 2007 had ended and 2008 is here..
had a very wonderful New Year's Eve cause i had my loved ones beside me to enjoy the 8mins fireworks..
we went to cosy bay for dinner..
then walked along the nice condos and climbed up sheares bridge to view the fireworks..
though couldn't capture many photos, but the moment there was so beautiful lo..
lol..
it was really great having you by my side..

now that i have started my last 2 months of study..
and you are going into your 1st year, second sem..
must jiayou wor!!

someone asked me: what's mine 2008 resolution? then i said study hard..
kinda lame right..
wahahahahahahahaha..
anyway..
come to think about it..
my goals for 2008 -
1. give it my best shot for my upcoming exams
2. to be 24/7 on the call just for you (even if in the middle of the night you just wanna eat sth)
3. can have a good job offer (first pay bring you go eat anything you want!!lol)
4. able to travel with you..(maybe in my dreams..haha)

that will be i think..
hahas..

gonna get back to work le..
if not later cannot finish my script wor..

loving you..

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