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"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Monday, February 26, 2007
08:32
Blogged by.. shane @ 08:32
it has been a long long week..
work almost everyday..
sianz..
nothing better to do..
slack in SICC..
sighs..
sad la..
it hasnt been a good week for me man!
SADDED!!
kana scolded by bryan twice on friday
saw her on friday
kana scolded by my supervisor on sat due to the wrong tee shirt color and sizes..
den have to work for long hours wor..
NO LIFE!!
den wanted to acc ya to see fireworks de..
den end up work OT..
cant join ya..
sad!
but its ok la..
got vic to acc you lo..
ha...
i guess this week will be a long week too..
though we're going for a short hoilday this friday le..
today need to compile everything for the junior training programme..
sure die de..
so MANY things to do!!
den pay SO SO SO little!!!
sighs...
why?
why like that??
time to get down to work le ba..
if not later OT again..
den will really be very sadded le..
bao bei..
hope everythin is fine for you..
see ya later at work..
misses..
Labels: sadded
Will these make me feel better?
Monday, February 19, 2007
11:35
Blogged by.. shane @ 11:35
sighs..
make bao bei angry AGAIN!!!
what the hell is WRONG WITH ME?
why must i make you angry even on a new year?
SADDED!!!
VERY VERY SAD!!!
don't know how should i face you later..
i said before ma..
i cant afford to lose you..
i've lost so many of them le..
rachel,peiru,becky,sharon,hongling,sally...
REALLY CANT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU,BAO BEI!!
yes!
though you not my girlfriend..
but you are someone whom i treasure more than anyone does..
to me..
you are just like my girlfriend..
i know my limits..
i would not wanna get overboard..
cause i know it will get us no where..
yes!
i like you..
i really like you alot!!
i really wish that you're my girlfriend..
BUT!!!
i know where i stand..
having you by my side is already more than enough le.
i know there's nothing much i could do for you..
the least i can do is to stay by side..
just wanna stay by your side to take care of you,be there for you,love you,etc..
yes!
you once said..
i can love you..
but so long as i don't show it out right?
ha..
i mean..
everyone knows how i feel towards you..
but now..
it doesnt matter that much le..
cause i'm contented with what i have now..
just wanna stay by your side as long as i can..
sure i wil let go the moment you find someone that fits the bill..
suddenly feel so lost again..
feeling so so so bad..
it's all my fault for letting charlene get in between the both of us..
i know you dislike her..
but i really promise you this..
if you really dun wan me to stay in contact with her,
i will..
cause i know i can lose her..
BUT NOT YOU!!!!
i can lose anyone around me..
but NOT YOU!
you're like part of me..
without you..
i don't think i can function properly..
(i know i'm making your hair stand again)
i'm sorry..
but that's what my heart is telling me right now..
or rather the moment i know you're pissed by my STUPID actions!!
i feel so shit..
i feel so bad..
feel so lonely..
xin hen tong..
hao xiang ku..
i guess this is the second time i made you so pissed ba..
also the second time that i made you so pissed until i break down..
really really break down!!Labels: sorry bao bei
Will these make me feel better?
Saturday, February 17, 2007
14:13
Blogged by.. shane @ 14:13
life in SICC SUCK!!
BORING!-BORING!-BORING!!!!
being a SW student,
i was asked to stay at the reception area to answer phones..
to me..
it's something i cant imagine myself doing..
though it's a little on management skills and customer service..
it's something i ought to know..
but again..
to me..
placing me in the golfing department, i'm quite pleased with it..
at least i'm dealing with a sport.
but to that extend of answering phone calls?taking down bookings?making cancellations?
OMG!!
still cant accept that fact..
but what to do?
this is the job i've given..
i guess i just have to do it and do it well lo..
at least it helps me improve my customer relations?
what i expect myself to do at SICC was at least make me go down to the field.
maybe being a starter/a marshal can let me understand golf better and stuff like that..
well..
maybe the reasons why i am still stuck at the reception is because i know nuts about golf and it's a good place to start everything with ba..
i love outdoors..
i just wanan get my hands dirty and do something rather than sitting there and stone..
to me.
it's out of my norms..
frankly speaking..
despite all the complains i've made..
somehow or rather..
i begin to like the desk bound job..
though it's boring..
i get to see all sorts of rich people..
there are the ass holes, the nasty ones, the gentlemen kind and many many more..
maybe its the senior that makes me feel comfortable ba..
glad that i still managed to learn something out of that boring area of work.
ha..
come to think of it..
i feel like an ass hole..
complain and complain..
but still say kinda like that place..
stupid me.
back to SICC itself..
after knowing about the history..
i somehow understand why the system there is like that..
it's a very very old golf club..
that's why they are so CONSERVATIVE...
i am NOT ALLOWED TO SPIKE MT HAIR..
WHAT THE!!!!
but can understand lo..
what to do..
being placed in such an environment ma..
take it or leave it..
and i've choosen to TAKE IT!!
ITS MY GRADE!!!
so have to act guai le lo.
hahas..
kinda lame la..
hope there will be more to come when i returned next wednesday lo..
jeremy is kinda nice guy..
or rather a nice supervisor lo.
adeline not around he help out ma..
he said he would bring me and hsien yew around the course on the buggie!!
so excited!!
hahas..
like small kid like that sia..
but just wanna travel around to see the courses lo..
anyway..
tml is new year le..
(kinda no mood to celebrate lo)
hope everythin will turn out fine in the coming year..Labels: life at SICC
Will these make me feel better?
Saturday, February 10, 2007
15:16
Blogged by.. shane @ 15:16
BORING!!!
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
hahas..
but..
IPP IS GOING TO START!!
sian lo..
hope can do well in IPP..
really wanna show my strengths to people who knows how to appreciate it lo..
hope this time round my efforts are not neglected..
for my bao bei..
ALL THE BEST IN OCBC!!
you can do well and you WILL do well de..
once IPP start..
sad case man!
next week can only see baby for 4 days..
(better than nothing)
guess i'm gonna miss you like crazy lo..
hahahas..
so used to seeing you almost everyday in a week lo..
now?
dunno how many times a week..
hahas..
yesterday..
i should say...
happy?sian?
well..
kinda sian half when i went all the way down to meet them and they have not decided where to go..
happy cause i get to drink..
hahas..
but still drink not enough lo..
wanted to drink til i drop de..
but all wanna go back early lo.
sad.
ha..
nonetheless..
we enjoyed ourselves..
full of crap the whole night..
hahas..
k la..
enough for the day..
gonna go prepare for work le.
miss you lots.Labels: sad
Will these make me feel better?
Saturday, February 03, 2007
00:37
Blogged by.. shane @ 00:37
it has been a month since i update this thingy le.
hahas..
well..
i have started this month happily..
full of love!
hahas..
hope it will be a very fruitful month for me..
ermm..
spend this whole week with my bao bei mugging...
though it's tough for the both of us..
but we tried our best!
hahas..
finally bought baby her birthday present le!
so happy..
the least i can do for my precious lo..
glad to see ya smile from your heart again..
=p
exams is like TWO days away..
OMG!!!
all the best for the both us..
yao jiayou!!!
we can score well de!!!
now..
my inner thoughts...
sometimes..
i wonder:
why aint you my girlfriend?
how i wish you are..
but at times..
i wish you're not..
however..
how i wish i can always hold you in my arms and never let go..
ha..
how i wish i could always protect you, be with you, be there for you, etc...
used to having you by my side le..
at times..
i just got the rush to call you my dear..
if i speak faster than i think,
i would have called you my dear..
hahas..
but..
that's too much to ask for le la..
hahas..
i'm not that sort..
so long as i have your company..
i'm contented le..
actually..
without a girlfriend..
have you already very good le..
after my all my break-ups..
you're the FIRST to say that i dotes you so much..
you're the FIRST in my life..
nothing matters le.
hahas..
(if you're reading this, sure hair stand de lo.hahas..but all is zhen xin hua leh.)
thanks baby..
thanks for everythingyou're given me..
thanks for the watch!!
love it so much..
BUT...
I LOVE YOU THE MOST!!!!
oops..
*shy*
k la..
hope ya rest early tonite..
getting late le..
have the sweetest dream!
hugs..
misses..
Will these make me feel better?
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