"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Monday, February 19, 2007
11:35
Blogged by.. shane @ 11:35
sighs..
make bao bei angry AGAIN!!!
what the hell is WRONG WITH ME?
why must i make you angry even on a new year?
SADDED!!!
VERY VERY SAD!!!
don't know how should i face you later..
i said before ma..
i cant afford to lose you..
i've lost so many of them le..
rachel,peiru,becky,sharon,hongling,sally...
REALLY CANT AFFORD TO LOSE YOU,BAO BEI!!
yes!
though you not my girlfriend..
but you are someone whom i treasure more than anyone does..
to me..
you are just like my girlfriend..
i know my limits..
i would not wanna get overboard..
cause i know it will get us no where..
yes!
i like you..
i really like you alot!!
i really wish that you're my girlfriend..
BUT!!!
i know where i stand..
having you by my side is already more than enough le.
i know there's nothing much i could do for you..
the least i can do is to stay by side..
just wanna stay by your side to take care of you,be there for you,love you,etc..
yes!
you once said..
i can love you..
but so long as i don't show it out right?
ha..
i mean..
everyone knows how i feel towards you..
but now..
it doesnt matter that much le..
cause i'm contented with what i have now..
just wanna stay by your side as long as i can..
sure i wil let go the moment you find someone that fits the bill..
suddenly feel so lost again..
feeling so so so bad..
it's all my fault for letting charlene get in between the both of us..
i know you dislike her..
but i really promise you this..
if you really dun wan me to stay in contact with her,
i will..
cause i know i can lose her..
BUT NOT YOU!!!!
i can lose anyone around me..
but NOT YOU!
you're like part of me..
without you..
i don't think i can function properly..
(i know i'm making your hair stand again)
i'm sorry..
but that's what my heart is telling me right now..
or rather the moment i know you're pissed by my STUPID actions!!
i feel so shit..
i feel so bad..
feel so lonely..
xin hen tong..
hao xiang ku..
i guess this is the second time i made you so pissed ba..
also the second time that i made you so pissed until i break down..
really really break down!!Labels: sorry bao bei
Will these make me feel better?
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