ADIDAS

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"The words that left unspoken"

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!

Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

My Story

Wednesday, April 29, 2009
11:37

Blogged by.. shane @ 11:37

OMG!!! have been feeling damn lousy since last night.. don't know what the hack I'm thinking!! or rather, i have not been thinking properly!!! ARGH~

feel like a total jerk now.. it has been a long long time since i last felt this way.. but recently, this feeling is coming back again..

feeling lost and empty.. suddenly, it seems to me that the direction I'm heading towards is blur and unsure. i don't know what it's covered with.. i just cant see where I'm going.. I'm just moving on aimlessly.. looking at the past, wondering why this happened? why that happened?

i know that for everything that happened, God has a reason for it.. but i just cant figure out WHY?! no matter how hard i try, I'm still back in square one.

I'm always seen to be thrown around like a ball.. whenever i try to be nice, people don't appreciate it and thinks that I'm talking rubbish.. whenever i try to be mean, people say I'm ruthless!! so what should i do? (I'm not talking sense now - cause i cant think)

ARGH~

Will these make me feel better?

Monday, April 20, 2009
09:22

Blogged by.. shane @ 09:22

I'm back to blog again.. after 2 months of hard work.. my teams' effort were paid off!! the opening marquee event was a great success!! Thanks to the team for the excellent job!!

though I'm doing the same thing, but like i told my bao beisss.. i did it willingly and happily.. hahas.. though there are unforeseen circumstances that happened, but after pouring them out, i feel better.. this is life.. my kids felt the same way though.. but being their officer in-charge, i have to set a good example for them.. so all i said was, 'kids, it's alright.. let it be. doesn't matter..'

i really learnt alot from this. yes, indeed, a degree is very very important if you want to survive in this sector. there is nth more important than having a good degree and good interpersonal skills..

k la.. my job for today is to clear up the things which was left from last weekend's event!

to my 3 bao beiss.. this is solely dedicated to you all - THANKS A MILLION!! standing by me when I'm down.. giving your best to help me out during events!! really appreciate that!! =)

Will these make me feel better?

Thursday, April 02, 2009
10:34

Blogged by.. shane @ 10:34

some random thoughts here..

why am i feeling that I'm back to square one again? why am i always the last to know what is happening? glad that i still have people around me who will inform me of what's going on.

am i always seen as someone who don't care? cant be bothered? or there's no need for to inform me of what's going on? i know i cant help much either.. but isn't the first time a good lesson for me? yet, I'm allowing history to repeat itself AGAIN on me!! sighs..

so disappointed with myself. sometimes, i just cant figure out what exactly happened that caused me to face this.. is it because i look like a alien to them? is it because i do not have a degree? is it because i cant speak proper English? is it because I'm not capable for doing it? is it because i do not have strengths? sighs..

really don't know what to say. i guess i just have to live with it until Aug 2010.. this is working life!! sighs.. so people out there.. please study hard if you wanna survive in Singapore!!! not trying to scare anyone.. but it's true!! I'm facing it right NOW!!!!

:(

Will these make me feel better?