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"The words that left unspoken"

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!

Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

My Story

Tuesday, August 28, 2007
15:56

Blogged by.. shane @ 15:56

sighs..
working life isn't that easy!!
that's where the saying goes:
'money is not easily earned'

stayed @ OGL for two days le..
heard alot of politics..
sadded!!
i mean..
there will bound to be politics..
but this is too much lo..
intern climbing over the boss head..
sadded!!
then the boss don't know how to counter this problem..
sadded!!

should i stay or leave?
advantages of staying:
- able to learn more things
- able to get my hands dirty
- able to gain experience from events
disadvantages of staying:
- i need to favor the boss
- i need to stay back late
- i need to learn all by myself

really needed someone to talk to...
wanting so bad to tell you how i feel..
stuck in the middle..
but..
sighs..

i wanna learn!!
but NO ONE WANTS TO TEACH!!
autopilot?
sighs..
i wanna depend on my abilities and capabilities..
i don't want to suck up to him..
sighs..

to think back..
days at SICC was much more better..
stay back still pay me $8/hr..
stay back here.. NO OT PAY!!!
SICC flexible..happy happy go at 0900..happy happy go at 1100..
lol..
here..
must report at 0900..
CANNOT GO BACK AT 1800..

do i really need to go through the hard way of life?
why izzit that i'm always the one leh?
GOD has plans for me..
i know..
but..
why is most of them having a goood life now?
me?
working..
i'm alright with working long hours..
but you just need to give me some staff benefits lo..
why got people ask you work OT but not paying you OT?
isn't this a little too much?

well..
not for me to say anything now..
now..
all i need to do is to DECIDE!!
to stay or leave..
sighs..

as for me and you..
i just feel so wrong for the past few days since saturday..
sighs..
am i tooo stressed out?
am i thinking too much?
i know i'm too dependent on you le..
ooppss..
hopefully my job and your studies will not go between us..
please don't get angry or pissed when you see this..
this is how i feel..
besides growing in our ways and stuff..
i also hope our relationship can grow too!!
wo men shi qiang de..
yi qi jiayou ba..
hao ma?

time to go look for some stuff to do le..
if not later kana shoot/screw for nothing sia..

loving you..

Labels: at a lost..

Will these make me feel better?