"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Thursday, June 07, 2007
11:32
Blogged by.. shane @ 11:32
yup..
here i am again..
trying to be lame..
*crazy..
well..
after having a long chat with her yesterday..
i realised that things happened to fast for me..
studies, work,relationship,etc..
studies..
what about that?
ermm..
time flies man..
almost all ICAs 1 are done..
wondering if i did well..
though many things happen in the midst of preparing for my NSA n QM ICAs..
nai nai was admitted to the hospital..
due to the unbalance fluid in the ear..
hope she's recovering fast..
soon..
all the ICAs 2 are due..
like shortly after the 2 weeks term break..
hahas..
stress uh..
well..
that's the life of a student man!!
wahahaha..
work..
pretty good..
on track..
STRESSED!!!
ladies open coming up..
alot of crop ups..
thanks to them uh...
trying to get in touch with most of the sponsors..
OMG!!
where the hell are all the sponsors??
also dealing with the junior training programme tee shirts..
some are not here yet..
parents complaining.
i need to face the music..
WHAT THE F***..
what to do..
this is my job..
my rice bowl?
relationship..
barely one week since she broke up with me..
this time in my life..
i am not feeling that much of a pain in my ass..
ha..
maybe my hearts not in it?
maybe our feelings are not as deep as my past relationships?
maybe our heart belongs to someone else?
maybe our heart belongs to somewhere else?
i don't know the real reason for this break up..
don't wanna know either..
life continues..
so why hold back because of this?
i'm learning how to move on..
i'm learning how to love again..
i'm learning how to stand on my feet again..
many walked into my life..
many left without a word said..
many stayed..
my questions are:
so who is the one for me?
am i ready for a serious relationship?
where have my heart gone to? (somewhere out there)
treasure is the word i learnt..
treasuring the time i have with her..
understanding each other better..
caring for all..
etc etc etc..
welll..
enough for the day ba..
tired.stress!
needa break!!
have a break..
have a kit-kat..
haha..
take care friends..
cheers!!Labels: a penny for thought.
Will these make me feel better?
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