"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Monday, June 25, 2007
23:00
Blogged by.. shane @ 23:00
time really flies..
my 2 weeks holidays had just passed like that..
sighs..
having been working my butts off..
little did i know that for the past thursday and friday..
i had work for 30.5 hours..
taking over shifts for 17.5 hours and her world golf challenge for 14 hours..
cool!
but SHAGGED!!
today..BACK TO SCHOOL!
damn..
a bad day..
tomorrow is coaching ICA 1 and i know nothing about coaching..
i know nothing about what is ATP, how APT is formed, what are the 3 engines use for, etc etc..
wanting so bad to give up studying..
said all the negative stuff..
throwing myself at nothing at all!!
the worse thing:
i made you worry..
i know you feel bad for not able to do anything when i feel so down..
the only thing you feel you could do was to sit down and do nothing..
well..
and that enough made your night a nightmare for both of us..
you wish you could do more..
you wish you could carry this burden for me..
you wish you could do something about it..
but..
do you know something?
having you by my side is more than doing anything else..
having you to lend me your ears is more than enough..
having you to keep me company is more than enough..
having you to say ' dear, are you alright?' makes me feel loved..
having you to see me slam my anger on the basketball is more than enough..
don't feel bad anymore alright?
thanks for accompanying me to slam all the balls...
thanks for lending me your ears and shoulder..
thanks for being right beside me..
like you said..
wo men shi qiang de!!
we can go through this together de..
everytime you feel you could do nothing much..
you always wants to be alone for awhile..
and you know..
you made me worry..
well..
like i told you just now..
it's ok..it's alright..
so long as you feel much better after that,
i'm fine too..
cause..
you're part of me..
you feel sad, i feel sad too..
sooo...
if anything is bothering you..
just let me know k?
i will carry your burden for you..
ermmm..
hope you're feeling much better after working out and taken your cool shower..
by the time you see this you should be at work le..
cheer up alright?
everything will be fine de..
loving you..
Labels: i'm sorry
Will these make me feel better?
Friday, March 23, 2007
08:35
Blogged by.. shane @ 08:35
damn!!!
it seems like i've lost everything in just one night..
what the!!!
i know no matter what i say,
there's nothing i can do to wan liu ni.
all i can do now is to let you cool down first.
it's all my fault..
is i find trouble for myself.
but i finally realised my mistakes.
i mean..
this time is for real.
i know the trust between us is no longer there..
but there's always chances to mend it back de ma..
i know you have given me many many chances..
is just that i din take it seriously..
until i've lost you..
den i realised everything..
but its too late..
nothing can be change...
sad!!!!
frankly speaking..
i can lose everything around me..
but i just cant accept that the most important person no longer there for me le..
no matter what..
i wil still put you first in my life..
i will still teng ni..
i will still be there if you needed me.
i know i made you pissed time and times again..
and there's nothing i can do about it now..
zhen de hen shang xin..
all is what i wanted to tell you lo..
now i can only hope that you can cool down fast lo..
without you by my side is like missing my arm..
i already lost one arm le..
can i dont lose you?
lost you twice..
that's why dont wanna lose you again..
once bitten, twice shy..
cannot have the third time le..
if not i can really go and die..
let car knock oso nvm...
bao bei..
let me show you that i've wake up my senses..
let me show you that i've change for myself..
let me show you that i still care..
let me tell you that i need you by my side..
sorry for all the trouble that i've caused between us..
i'm really very guilty for making you angry and losing the trust in me..
i really wanna make it up for you again..
if you got chanceto read this,
the purpose is not to make you more angry..
just wanna let you know how important you are to me..
and that to apologise to you..
i know my mistake le..
sorry sorry...
sighs~Labels: i'm sorry
Will these make me feel better?
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