"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Monday, June 25, 2007
23:00
Blogged by.. shane @ 23:00
time really flies..
my 2 weeks holidays had just passed like that..
sighs..
having been working my butts off..
little did i know that for the past thursday and friday..
i had work for 30.5 hours..
taking over shifts for 17.5 hours and her world golf challenge for 14 hours..
cool!
but SHAGGED!!
today..BACK TO SCHOOL!
damn..
a bad day..
tomorrow is coaching ICA 1 and i know nothing about coaching..
i know nothing about what is ATP, how APT is formed, what are the 3 engines use for, etc etc..
wanting so bad to give up studying..
said all the negative stuff..
throwing myself at nothing at all!!
the worse thing:
i made you worry..
i know you feel bad for not able to do anything when i feel so down..
the only thing you feel you could do was to sit down and do nothing..
well..
and that enough made your night a nightmare for both of us..
you wish you could do more..
you wish you could carry this burden for me..
you wish you could do something about it..
but..
do you know something?
having you by my side is more than doing anything else..
having you to lend me your ears is more than enough..
having you to keep me company is more than enough..
having you to say ' dear, are you alright?' makes me feel loved..
having you to see me slam my anger on the basketball is more than enough..
don't feel bad anymore alright?
thanks for accompanying me to slam all the balls...
thanks for lending me your ears and shoulder..
thanks for being right beside me..
like you said..
wo men shi qiang de!!
we can go through this together de..
everytime you feel you could do nothing much..
you always wants to be alone for awhile..
and you know..
you made me worry..
well..
like i told you just now..
it's ok..it's alright..
so long as you feel much better after that,
i'm fine too..
cause..
you're part of me..
you feel sad, i feel sad too..
sooo...
if anything is bothering you..
just let me know k?
i will carry your burden for you..
ermmm..
hope you're feeling much better after working out and taken your cool shower..
by the time you see this you should be at work le..
cheer up alright?
everything will be fine de..
loving you..
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