"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Monday, March 12, 2007
19:42
Blogged by.. shane @ 19:42
finally it has come to an end..
everything is over by now..
after so long..
she finally decided not to wait any longer and continue with life..
she messaged me and said..
'err..shane..i think it's time for us to go our own ways........'
when i received that message,
i knew everything is over..
kinda sad..
though i'm used to not having her by my side..
but being mentally without her is hard..
she told her she found a guy who's her age and understands her alot..
that's why she decided not to wait le..
sighs...
so i just replied and said good and all the best..
ha..
funny right?
after so long..
yet i still cant let go..
at times..
i admit..
i still think of her and wishing that she was by my side to hold me tight..
but all these are over!
i should feel happy..
at least no one is bothering me any longer..
but...
i feel sad!
OMG!!!
waht's wrong man?!
izzit because now i learn that there's no longer anyone behind me, waiting for me and stuff?
or izzit because i feel so lonely once again...
as i think back of all the stuff we went through,
i was loved, taken care of, and happy..
however, i no longer can feel that anymore le..
the more i think back, the more hurt it bring to me..
i know i shouldnt be talking about all these..
but..
i cant help but to bring it up again..
the longest relationship i have, yet the most hurting, and the one i love most..
i realized that i did not treat her as good as before..
anyway..
it's all over!!
shan talk about it le..
make me feel more sad only..
i dunno what's bao bei reaction will be..
but i did promise you that i will not fall deep in again..
and indeed..
i did not fell in again..
though i feel hurt..
but not as bad as before when we first broke off..
ha
sometimes i wonder..
why am i in such a situation?
feel so bad..
feel so hurt..
feel so lost..
lost without you?
how i wish there's someone there for me right now..
how i wish there's a shoulder for me to rely on now..
just feel like hugging someone to cry out loud now..
(all i can do is to hug my tigger..)
it has been a week plus since i last see you le..
hope you're doing fine, bao bei..
must take good care of yourself lo..
well..
life still continue ma..
rite?
will stand up again de..
i know i'm better off alone..
yup...
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