"The words that left unspoken"
I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME
Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
分手都已過了那麼久 現在也有自已的生活
我不能像妳這樣 說分了就忘 我這樣是堅強
還是忘了愛的勉強 過去不想 全部隱藏
就試著遺忘
Seriously missing you badly
My Story
Saturday, September 09, 2006
20:36
Blogged by.. shane @ 20:36
SADDENED!!
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?
kana con while working..
then got voilation letter from my manager lor..
sighs..
felt so stressed up la..
cause so AFRAID that it would affect my promotion..
moreover..
this is the FIRST time i'm given such letter!!
ARGH~
no mood at all lor..
sian half!
WHY ME?
it seems like things isnt going my way for the past week..
first was sally..
she seems to not get out of my life..
everytime i ignore her and stuff
she would come crying to me!
then i was soft-hearted to let her in again..
STUPID ME!!!
then was the con man, the voilation letter, and police report..
felt so USELESS!!!
wanting so bad to get things done nicely..
but it ended up otherwise..
since i've DECIDED to let her go and focus on my work..
but why cant she understand that?
like what my manager said:
'she's not the one for you..
she have been stopping you to progress in your work..
since she have him,
why not just let go and focus on your work?'
i have been doing that..
but guess my EMOTIONS are taking control over me..
sadded..
i'm sOo STRESSED UP now..
WHY cant i just do my work?
WHY is that so that everything is blocking me from moving forward?
WHY??
ARGH~
SIGHS~
SOB SOB~
i'm so FAN now..
i'm so LOST now..
i'm so CONFUSED now..
I DON'T KNOW what am i suppose to do next..
wondering should i just transfer store or stay on to show my professionalism in my work?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW..
well..
finally baby is BACK!!
so happy..
but i showed that i'm sad rather than happy..
cause i really don't know how to smile..
though i wanted to tell baby how much i missed her..
but..
too stressed over the voilation letter i guess..
so long as baby is happy can le..
whatever happend to me..
doesnt really MATTER that much afterall..
thanks baby..
for the cap and the zhuzhu..
i appreciate that..
garfield..
guess you must be tired from the trip..
do rest well k?
take care lots..
SIGHS~
Will these make me feel better?
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