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"The words that left unspoken"

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...

I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!

Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.

My Story

Sunday, September 17, 2006
20:09

Blogged by.. shane @ 20:09

DAMN!!!
WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT?

you think it's EASY to run the kitchen when you are short-handed?
moreover..
today is the FIRST and OFFICAL time that i take over the production caller position..
i'm still under TRAINING..
it's not easy to do that..
i'm stressed!!
i'm blur!!

first,
new crew at the grill station..
one auntie running two stations..
my crew leader, zhi xin, running here and there to help out..
i'm doing my part to listen to the orders and to wrap them..
now the question is:
how many counter crews we have?
5- 6!!
so many of them against 3 experience crews in the kitchen?
what the!!!

i remain my cool..
i keep my mouth shut..
i endure the scolding and chasing of products..
ended up..
i still kana the scolding from YOU!!
DAMN!!
sighs~

i wanted so badly to break down just now..
but i ren..
i must show them that the kitchen crews can still build up the products de..
and i did!!!

sad day..
i thought it will be over..
who knows..
she called and f me upside down again!!
it's not my fault..
yes..
many may think that i'm a lousy production caller..
but have they spare a thought for me?
i started ONLY today..
i need practice..
i need support..
i need encouragement..
AND NOT SCOLDING!!!
if you think you can do a better job than me..
go AHEAD!!
you will have a taste of it!!

i have my limits too..
YOU..
being the senior crew at the counter
your fellow peers will expect you to be better and one who can be look up too..
but i guess they are all WRONG!!
cause you too..
cant handle that crowd and the complaints..
being at the front line..
you OUGHT to know how to handle them..

you are still young..
i can understand what you guys go through..
but how many actually understand how i feel??
ARGH~
this feeling isn't good..

i feel so LOUSY now..
i feel that i'm a BIG FAILURE..
i feel that i cant handle such a lunch crowd..
how can the managers give me the promotion?
i don't think i can make a good crew leader out of it..
SADDENED!!

really feel like crying now..
it seems like no one uderstand the stress i've gone thought today..
the kind of look they give me..
stating:
you're a lousy PC and stuff..
this feeling is really BAD!!!

Will these make me feel better?